Its been three months without a new post and a lot has happened! Nothing exciting, to be honest, but a lot. In the space of the last three months I attended London Fashion Weekend (notice the ‘end’ after week) basically what i thought was the most disasterous trip ever planned by someone who is meant to know things – a teacher! I understand she had never been to London before but even I could see the tube station at the end of the road (long story).
So, in college yesterday, I had to have a personal tutorial. Basically, half an hour yapping about how i can improve in class and how I need to be more confident, and Joe nosing about by busuiness – of course. Apparently i sneek into little corners and hover over my computer, lean on Rachael for support as she is the louder of the two and i obviously panic when talking to a group or to anyone in the group. She also stated before she mentioned all this that they weren’t negative comments. Mm, sure. She also asked has my lack of confidence always been a problem. I answered no, never, but obviously it’s a problem for people who have buckets full of it that seem to think questioning some shy or un-confident person is the way to help. It’s not help i need, it doesnt bother me, i dont talk because i have nothing to say to you and only speak to the people i want to speak to because i just so happen to have something to say to them or that i am actually interested in what they have to say, it’s as simple as that. I have no need to speak to people who i would probably never speak to again and I have plenty of friends. Thanks. Oh and I sit in the corner and hover over my computer because thats the only space left and because I went on holiday at the start of the year, I had no say in the matter. The slouching is a real problem too, I really shouldn’t cause its gunna turn into a terrible back problem some day. What can I say? Slouching is a terrible habbit.
